Horses 31 August 2016

100_0319I have some skill with horses, and I can use my skill to teach others about horses: how to be around them, how to care for them, how to ride and how to appreciate what a horse can be to a person.

I’ve seen plenty of youth changed by being around horses. Learning how to work with a horse changes the way you work with people.

There are a boatload of my students that could use a horse in their life to learn what it is to Dylan and Lessabe responsible, to learn how you care for another living creature, to learn respect, to learn confidence and balance and how you earn respect.

Scan 131780005To learn patience, humility, kindness, how to reward a job well done and how to discipline with firmness but not cruelty. To learn to be relied on  for work that must be done at certain times and in certain ways no

 

matter how tired you are and no matter how much don’t want to do it. Horses have a lot to give and teach and I think they should be required in school.

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100 Years 30 August 2016

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We’ve been preparing to celebrate our farm’s centennial since my husband put in the application for state recognition back in January. Once we received notification that the application had been approved, we set out to plan an event at our farm to celebrate with family and friends.

Last Friday, four siblings and a some of their family members traveled to the Colorado State Fair in Pueblo to receive the official Centennial Farms certificate and sign. Twenty-IMG_1352three farms in Colorado were being recognized that day and it was wonderful to hear the stories and to share in the emotions of hard-won battles with the environment and the families who stayed-the-course with long hours of work and a lot of creativity and love.

Stories of couples meeting at a box dinner, wooing and marrying to raise their family on the homestead; of surviving the dust bowl when many left in the dark of night unable to take it anymore; and of two sisters with a-joining claims who built their home on the property boundary and each slept at opposite ends of the house so they could satisfy the ‘must reside on the claim’ requirement to file for IMG_1353the deed to the land.

And a piece of our own story:

Henry Gates of Meekton, Colorado applied for a homestead entry on the southwest quarter of section 21: township 2-south, range 51-west on May 8, 1914. He lived in a dugout until he could make improvements and he received the deed to the land on June 6, 1919. In the early years, hogs, chickens, horses, cattle, wheat and oats were raised. After more land was added, both purchased and leased, the main crops focused on wheat and forage sorghum. The livestock portion of the farm consists of a cow-calf operation, and purchasing replacement quality, black/white IMG_1354faced heifer calves to breed and sell.

We gathered on this land, where Robert and I live, to take family pictures and share a meal together, laughing and telling stories. After our own communion, we welcomed more family and many friends who shared this special day with us. It was a joy to see people who’d grown up around here reconnecting and recognizing each other, and remembering the old times and the joy and love. I continue to be amazed at the resourcefulness and the willingness to help a neighbor in need, and the simple pleasure in conversation. We were all blessed to be a part of this.

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Disqualified 25 August 2016

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What would disqualify someone from achieving hero status? For me:

cruelty would, apathy would, abusing others would;

not writing during writing time would, putting someone down would, getting in the path of someone else’s success would;

killing someone’s dream would, being an

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arrogant jerk would, ignoring needs would;

laughing at the expense of others would, not trying to be the best person you can be would, pretending to be upset about circumstances you really can make better but you chose not to because you don’t want to go against the flow;

not being able to admit you make mistakes would, always looking for glory, reward, or to impress would.

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I don’t know that I ever had a favorite Super Hero. I liked Iron Man and Catwoman, Batman and The Incredible Hulk for different reasons. I love Catwoman’s grace and the way she moves. I like Iron Man’s attitude-never afraid to go against the flow. I like Batman’s cool gadgets but mostly that he is humble enough to have a side-kick. And I like the way rage changes the Hulk-as if something could make you mad enough to transform yourself so you’d have the courage to change the world.

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Promise 24 August 2016

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The beginning of the school year is so full of promise. I like to start the year off with, you guessed it, silent writing. I introduced myself and set them to writing on half sheets of colorful (as colorful as district paper can be) paper. The prompt was simple: what do you know about? What people, places, games, sports, hobbies, animals, foods, anything do you know about? Are you an expert at Kick-the-Can or Dr. Mario(yes these both date me)? At Uncle Fred or Grandpa Jed or your best friend, Jaime? Do you know horses or dogs or fish? Can you describe your favorite places on the planet and how they’ve made you who you are? What do you know about?

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They didn’t move. “Uh, do you mean just make a list?” “Yep.” “Do we have to write in complete sentences?” “Write it however you want.” “What about capitals?” “Just write.” They wrote. It was completely silent.

When the time was up, I explained that this was how we would begin class every day and that time was sacred, holy even and they should take advantage of it. Many ‘Is she for real’ stares. Then I went over our plan for the year and my

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expectations of what it means to ‘live’ in a classroom community with Mrs.G. I told them that as far as I was concerned, we were all starting at square one because I had no idea what their previous reputation might have been. This is a new beginning, a chance to be who it is that you really want to be without any past baggage. They could leave all of that at the door when they walk in, and if they really wanted to hang on to it, it’d be there at the door as they walked out and they could pick it up again and take it with them. Several of them glanced over at the door.

It’s going to be a fine year.

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Uncomfortable 23 August 2016

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Many thing make me feel uncomfortable:

Not being able to breathe for one, people using inappropriate language-especially those under 18, parents getting so angry at their children that I fear for the children.

Large groups of people, trying to please everyone as best I can but knowing that regardless and behind my back they are complaining about me.

Being sent to do a job I’m not really sure how to do or am not very competent at it yet but

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being told not to screw it up!

Feeling unprepared for whatever’s coming or not be given adequate time to prepare and plan, being thrown into a group of people I don’t know.

Headaches, people who don’t do what they’re supposed to do, saying yes when I know I should have said no.

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Seeing someone on a horse they obviously have no business riding, adults using peer pressure on other adults to get them to join in with something they don’t normally do because they couldn’t say no.

At times like these, chicken broth and saltines may help or a large dose of something chocolate and yummy. That and a big sigh.

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Man From Snowy River 22 August 2016

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My ‘Man From Snowy River’ duster holds so many memories. First, standing in the western store in Sydney, Australia and trying on all the ‘Man From Snowy River’ hats! It smelled so good in there, all leather and oilskin.

My duster holds the personality of so many horses. It was rolled up and tied behind: Roany, Smokey, Indian, and so many horses. It saw me  through bunches of mountain rain storms with my hat dripping rivulets, sheltering my horse and me from the cold wind.

In its pockets were twizzlers and cinnamon candy for the trail. It doubled as a pillow at horsecamp2005 036night in my tent. That duster could tell stories of long beautiful days on mountain trails, of cold so harsh it was difficult to stop the trembling muscles, of deep conversations with wranglers and campers, of long walks with injured horses , of countless bales of hay hauled out to feed and wheelbarrows filled and emptied, of early mornings and starlit nights and campfires with singing and guitar and s’mores.

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It could talk about hanging on the back of the door in the tack room under the picture of Harrison Ford on the horse shoe rack, or being tossed in the back of the 4-runner on the way up to Boutwell. It holds stores of coming into the cabin dripping cold mountain rain on the floor while hot coffee brewed or hot cocoa was mixed or of hanging on a Ponderosa Pine branch to dry out with various flannel shirts and hoodies. It was a good duster.

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5 Strings 18 August 2016

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If I had five strings dangling from my fingers, what would be attached to the strings?

String one: a yo-yo to run up and down the string until finally it just stays at the bottom when it runs out of momentum.

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String two: there’d be a bunch of little bells on this one, ringing sweetly and softly with any movement of the string.

String three: this one would have yellow and red aspen leaves

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from fall dancing to the music of the bells and fluttering in the breeze.

String four: tiny crystal creations would hang from this one, catching light from every angle and reflecting back hundreds

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of rainbows to fall upon anyone passing by and appearing to move with that soft ringing of bells.

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String five: I’d have my sister, Julie, make me teeny-tiny peace cranes in all colors to fly about on this string, and tucked into them would be the names of all those I hold dear. They’d be held up by the hands that keep them in prayer all aloft on the winds and soaring in blessing.

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Mothers 17 August 2016

 

Scan 131780011I never knew my mother, but I know some things about her. I know she liked to stay in touch because she often wrote long letters to her sisters and her friends. I know she was very smart as she was admitted to Creighton when that was a rarity for women. I know she was committed to her faith and family, giving up her college to marry and raise her family.

I know she must have loved my father and her children Scan 131780022deeply because she is missed still. I also know she died young because medicine was not what it is now and time got away while she sickened. But I also know my father was with her and that his heart was broken by canoe trip07her death. I was only about twenty months old.

I know that there must be parts of me that come from her, at least it makes me feel closer to her thinking that. Her sisters and brother, my two aunts and uncle, kept her alive for us. They have the letters and pictures she sent and the stories they remember and our lives are the richer, having them.

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Interesting People 16 August 2016

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What makes a person interesting?

Maybe someone who has traveled the world or who gives wise counsel to world leaders; someone who works tirelessly for the poor, the war-torn, or innocent children who suffer; someone who has tried many different jobs, or who can survive on their own in the mountains.

Maybe it is someone who is at home on a horse or in the cockpit of a fighter jet; a best-selling author, or a wilderness explorer; someone who works the land or raises a small vegetable garden; someone who knows their way around an engine or can design beautiful buildings.

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Maybe someone who can play any stringed instrument put into their hands or sing lead in a band on tour across Europe; those who’ve ridden the length of Coronado’s trail on horseback or walked around their block in the cool evening holding hands with the one they love.

I know for a fact that whoever invented whipped cream in-a-can is on this list; the one who invented microphones powerful enough to hear that tiny growing baby’s heartbeat through his mama’s belly; and anyone willing to share their story.

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Horses 15 August 2016

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Horses thunder across pastures and plains, their galloping hooves striking earth as they fly over grasses. Their sides heave in and out, like a bellows, powering their spark and fanning white heat in each stride.

Horses sigh. Muzzles quiver. Whiskers tickle my skin as warm breath hits the palm of my hand and a wet tongue lunges out looking for the treat. He grinds it back and forth, slobbering bits onto my hand and the ground. His nostrils widen, snuffling for Cheval fontainebleau 10-05 281more.

When I ride, everything else fades away. My horse is more honest than any human ever was or even thought of being. Riding is my way to let go and unwind. Everything in my world that is rude, annoying, disappointing, or tries to cut me to shreds becomes so small and insignificant as to not even exist DSCN0072 (1)on the back of my Indian horse.

Some people  have a connection with horses and you can see it in the simple easy way they move when they’re around horses. They have a quiet about them and a spirit that is gentle and firm. Sometimes they are riders too, but not always. Horses sense it and find calm even in the midst of panic. This isn’t to say that the relationship is always smooth sailing, but the understanding is there.

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