Chuck-wagon 10 April 2014

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In keeping with all things from the turn of the last century, I cannot leave out the iconic chuck-wagon. There’s that great scene in John Wayne’s The Cowboys, where the boys get a hold of the bottle of whiskey hidden in the chuck-wagon and then they’re all sick the next morning. The staples were biscuits, beans and coffee-simple and filling. I guess it’d be like the first traveling camper, not the pop-up type, but more the 5th wheel only with mules or horses. I do wonder how they decided who would get the peppermint stick in the coffee bag! But how wonderful would it have been, after riding all day in the dust and muck of a herd of cattle, to arrive back in camp, take care of your horse, and have a hot meal waiting with a tin cup full of coffee at a friendly campfire? Sound like heaven to me. Bunk down on the ground with your saddle as a pillow and cover up with your bedroll and probably fall into a fast, exhausted sleep. The closest I can come to this are the countless pack trips I’ve taken with high school kids and also adults up into the mountains. We had tents and pads, trail mix and Jolly Ranchers, backpacking food and instant coffee. It was still an exhausted sleep you fell into after taking in the unending stars and wondering who could be more blessed than you.

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cast iron 8 April 2014

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I guess I’m just taken with everything antique that has to do with farming. Windmills, tractors, implements and just ways of living. We have an old cast iron stove in the shed that I swear I’m going to overhaul and dandify and then maybe it is the heat source for my new writing studio, I mean, I can dream, can’t I? Smelling the hot crusty sourdough bread cooking will drive me insane, but it will be so delicious with some homemade chokecherry jelly–and all from the abundance of the land right where I am. I should have been born a pioneer; I think Laura Ingalls and I were switched centuries or something like that.  I feel that pioneer spirit in my characters and the way they live their lives. This photo came out of a museum, but I’ll post one of ours later. This week, I’ve been secreting in all the cast iron seats from the barn and lining them up along the couch. Somehow, they are inspiring my writing.

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windmills 4 April 2014

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I never knew there were so many kinds of windmills, but I’ve always been fascinated by them. The first time I drove past one of those wind farms, I was struck by how those tall whitish towers looked like enormous flowers dancing in the sun, or like little girls spinning with their arms out and their faces turned up to the sun. The American Wind Power Center in Lubbock, Texas has over a hundred different windmills:

“The invention of the self governing windmill and its subsequent successful manufacture greatly influenced the development of the western two-thirds of the United States. Windmills from that period tell the story of ingenuity, hardship, success and failure of the early settlers as they applied a new technology to conditions in an environment with which they were barely familiar. Between 1854 and 1920, over seven hundred companies had manufactured tens of thousands of windmills.”

Every single one is so beautiful, from wood ones with painted scrolls to metal ones small and large. We rely on ours today to water the stock. I love to climb the windmill tower and sing at the top of my lungs into the blades as they spin, and then look out over all the world and feel the Earth spinning.

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Deer 2 April 2014

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Driving down the road at dawn, we came upon these deer grazing along and not bothered by our passing. Bucks having shed their antlers makes it hard to tell which are does! Looking at us, I wondered what they were thinking. It was peaceful, unlike any time I’ve ever come across a bunch of speed goats who always take off running no matter how far away I am, and most of the time they run right at me. I hope to come across some fawns this spring all gangly legs and swishing tails.

I think these deer would have been a most welcome sight to those coming up out of their dug out after a long dark night. It would have possibly meant fresh meat and a prayer of thanks for abundance, and also for the beauty of the scene.

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Dug Out 31 March 2014

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On a trip through Texas with a couple of stops in Oklahoma, Kansas and Colorado, I was able to take in so many images. Driving along the Sante Fe Trail, I tried to imagine what it would’ve been like to come across the country in a wagon train or on my horse-wow. It must have been so incredible and so difficult too. These two photos of the two sides of a dug out show the actual space where a man and a woman lived together building a life on the prairie. I’m so fascinated by this kind of life and I guess that is why my settings reflect those rural places, including the stars, where a person can still have room to think and to be. Of course I realize that winters and sand/dust storms may not have been so pleasant in such a small, dark space. Yet, there is something to be said for simplicity, for rising at dawn and going to rest at dusk, for reading and writing by lantern or grease candle, and for conversation that isn’t overshadowed by TV or computer. 

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Sand Creek 27 March 2014

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Taking a side trip to see the site of the Sand Creek Massacre was incredible. Driving eight miles on dirt roads to reach the park took me by acres and acres of land in such need of rain. I like to imagine as I’m going down the road what the people thought when they first came across this land: what they saw, how they survived, and first contact with the Cheyenne and Arapahoe. Reading the letters from the two officers who held back and refused to have their regiments fire on the defenseless Indians gives hope still that there are those who will stand up for what is right against all odds. Walking out to the lookout point, the whole world opens up before you. Miles and miles of pasture stretches out in all directions beyond the trees still clinging to life along the Sand Creek. The land is beautiful and it must have been something to see it filled with bison. Pictures to follow-this photo was found on line.

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texas 25 March 2014

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We’re on a trip to Texas this week. Leaving early this morning gave us uninterrupted time to watch the sun bring the day. Yesterday was such a difficult day, that just riding along in the pick-up watching fields and pastures roll by in their bright gold late winter colors was a balm for my weary soul. Deer and antelope paused as we passed. Driving through two windmill farms was like being a midget among giant silver flowers. Whenever we passed an old farmhouse, long abandoned, I wondered at the lives that were lived there and what happened to the families. My imagination runs wild whenever I get a chance to be the passenger on a road trip. Ending the day at the windmill museum in Lubbock was awesome. I’ll post some photos when we get back, or if I can figure out how to do it from my phone! Thanks to all of you who sent your thoughts and prayers yesterday. God is good.

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The Book Thief 21 March 2014

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I watched The Book Thief recently and was struck again by the power of words. I remember memorizing scripture and poetry and how powerful those words are when they come to you in dark places. Words take us to places where life is good and decent, where we can find love or adventure, where beauty comes to our heart and mind even in the midst of suffering and ugly. I look at this moment captured in time and know the golden quality of that early morning light and the way the moon shone and I see my shadow stretching across the wheat field. In those little moments, life is full and sweet. I strive to have my words bring that kind of hope to those who read them.

 

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open eyes 19 March 2014

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How do you keep your eyes open to beauty and possibility? We are bombarded on a daily basis with negatives and staying positive can be a work out. My faith is tested. The Psalms encourage me daily as does the wondrous allure of the creation around me. I am reminded that I was created in love and for love and really, can one not-so-great book review undue the strong belief I have  in Windows in the Loft? NO! I believe the words were a gift from God and that this novel will bring joy where there is no joy. Spread the word, open your eyes and drink it in.

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transformation 17 March 2014

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Mountain trails change from tree-filled to tree-line to tundra as you hike up in altitude, and the seasons bring changes that can feel just as gradual or just as swift depending on the day. March always feels like a time of transformation, but I’m not sure why. I’m itching to get out in the field in a tractor and help get the land ready to plant. I’m considering and reconsidering what to plant around our home and for a vegetable garden. The red winged black birds are back and the cheat grass is coming up. We’re slowly fixing fence when we catch a warm day to prepare to turn the heifers out on pasture. Skunks and badgers are showing their faces. I can feel the change around me and it seems to be calling me to follow. I wonder what blessings God has in mind.

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