Pens 4 November 2014

IMG_2144Thick frost coated everything this morning-one of those mornings that pulled at me to write. Coming in the door at dawn and re-filling my mug with that wonderful, hot black life, the array of pens caught my eye.

Pens hold so much possibility, like a horse in a pasture! I can write hopes and dreams, sadness and loss. I can lift up or bring down. I can ride my horse IMG_2150through the pages, dream anything I can imagine, create my perfect room or house or writing space. Mountain scenes, meadows, snow storms all come to life as ink flows from the tip of the pen.

I can meet new friends here and relax with coffee, tea and lemon meringue pie. We can talk for hours about horses or tractors or the stars. That horse eating alfalfa can be saddled with his buddy so we can ride through the frosty cold morning.

I can go places I’ve never IMG_2148been and linger in small secret spaces. I can recreate myself as many times as I need to, fix mistakes I’ve made, repair relationships, escape from demons. This pen never judges but allows me the freedom to be just who I was meant to be.

 

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Shoes 31 October 2014

IMG_2125A shoe by any other name is still a shoe: boot, sandal, pump, flats, dress, sneaker, clog, loafer, slipper, flip-flop, moccasin, wing-tip or high top.

Useful things about shoes:

They protect your feet from hot sand, can light up a dark place if they’re neon or have those sensory lights in the souls, and they’re good for throwing at sisters to “get that spider off” that I saw crawling up your arm. IMG_2126

 

 

Shoes are good for slipping on to dash to the backyard to retrieve the arrow you shot at the target from up on the deck, so you can shoot it again.

You can fill shoes with various items including: water, sand, chocolate in wrappers, leaves, feet, hands…they can be a hidey hole cave for cats and if they’re really smelly, they can be useful for keeping people at a distance.IMG_2127

 

They are the chew toy of choice for dogs, and best of all, you can put them on list of things that come in pairs.

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Whipped Cream in a Can 29 October 2014

reddiwipWhipped cream in a can…what could be better? Just shake and squirt right into your open mouth or the open mouth across from you! No mess and no clean up. And, it comes in different flavors: caramel, chocolate and regular.

I’d get home, open the fridge and I just couldn’t help myself. On the bottom shelf in the door were those cans, yes cans and I figured one little squirt, after a long day, couldn’t hurt, or two or three. I closed my eyes so I’d be surprised by whatever flavor my hand chose.

When Alex, my youngest, would hear the sound of the on a spoonescaping cream, he’d wander over and open his mouth like a baby bird. I’d fill the gaping hole with that creamy whip and he’d swallow and grin.

Why? Because it made me smile. It made us both smile.

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Corn 27 October 2014

It was the opening of deer season this weekend, IMG_2113and after a day with no luck and a lot of heat from the sun, we took a tractor drive. I was struck by the seasons that surround us. Because of so much heavy rain in September, many fields of wheat had to be re-drilled and those little wheat sprouts are finally coming up and working hard to catch up to the plants who made through the hard crust after the first drilling. Stretching toward the warm sun, it felt like I could see the wheat growing.

Contrast to those long green fields are the drying stands of corn. IMG_2096Combines are finally beginning to pick the tall rows, when in a normal year they’d be half done by now. Even so, farmers are picking around trying to find a blend so the corn is dry enough to store. Harvest may go on toward Thanksgiving, depending on the weather. I’ve run the grain cart on Thanksgiving Day and it was a wonderful way to remember to give thanks for all that we have.

It was crisp here this morning with fall definite in the air. IMG_2119When I got back from my run, I switched out my short sleeve for a long sleeve to hang with my running gear, and dug out my long handles to have under my running pants. Tonight’s low is forecast to be around 30 and it’s been a while since I’ve run in anything under 40! Of course, it makes that hot coffee all the sweeter when I get back.

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You can help to bring hope

We can all help just a little.

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20141010 map of middle eastYou can help the church in the Middle East to keep bringing hope and healing to those suffering from war and oppression.

Please watch the video, and if you are moved, please donate through one of the links below which are special accounts through my church, the Presbyterian Church U.S.A.

Thank you. God bless you. May he hear our prayers for peace.

ECOs in World Mission designated for partner churches:

Iraq – Assembly of Presbyterian Churches in Iraq: http://www.presbyterianmission.org/donate/E051722/

Syria – Evangelical Synod of Syria and Lebanon: http://www.presbyterianmission.org/donate/E340202/

Gaza – Ahli Arab Hospital (Episcopalian Church of the Holy Land): http://www.presbyterianmission.org/donate/E862371/

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Fog Running 21 October 2014

sallys camra 343 (1)Fog, thick and penetrating-like wet and cold being injected directly into your bones and sinew. As I ran down the road, I had to keep my eyes on the white line at my feet, because when I tried to look up, I felt like the top of the world was pressing onto my head, squashing me into the pavement. This fog was full of wet, more than most as my pony tail was dripping down the back of my neck by the time I hit the end of the first mile.

Cautious–the word flashed in my head. I couldn’t see far but those ghost like headlights coming toward me wouldn’t see me either. The flashing arm band could not generate enough light for even me to see it. Two pick-ups swerved at the last minute, causing me to want to hit the ditch. I got as close to the road’s edge as I could. At my turnaround spot, I looked up as always  to see Orion, but he’d been swallowed by the wet cloud–who could shoot a bow in this anyway?

Another small pick-up began slowing down, but this felt eerie as he pulled off into a gate. I started moving to the center of the two lanes, then the lights went out. I pulled my headphones out and heard a car door open and I got over to the other side of the road. He said something, but I don’t know what–sort of a grunt. IMG_7446I responded with a crisp, mornin’, and sped up, trying not to look like I was running away, but checking back over my shoulder and then forward for an escape route if I needed it. I contemplated whether or not I could hold him off or if anyone would hear me if I stared to scream. I looked behind again and wondered if I’d even see him coming at me in this fog.

Me and my dripping pony tail were relieved when I pushed the front door open again, closed it locked behind me,  and smelled the coffee.

Now, I run on dirt roads and only worry about skunks and coyotes.

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Can you canoe? 17 October 2014

canoe trip07When the Prescott clan descends on the river in north-central Nebraska for fun and frivolity and to canoe the river, it is always a good time. When I contemplate going, I always go with a lot of hopes:

I hope I can finish the book I start listening to on the drive. I hope I have a  lot of good coffee on the road, after getting the worst coffee ever one time in McCook! Chocolate is a definite must, especially when I sit under that big tree at Rock Barn to grade papers. I hope my sister makes a lot of those monster cookies chock full of chocolate chips and M&Ms. I hope we end up on another trail ride Sunday night after we canoe canoe2the river–I love to watch the sunset through the dusty haze the horses make as they walk along the trail down to the river. I love to hear the bantering back and forth as we brothers and sisters pick up our childhood habits and enjoy each other as adults.

It is short, this time together, as it is when we meet for Christmas and other times, but it reconnects us as always and we seem to pick up right where we left off.

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chicken tracks 15 October 2014

fall 2010 094Chicken track tires, I’ve been obsessed with them. They’re nothing that’d get anyone excited, but to me, they make the tractor that much closer to 1949. It’s like a trip back in time–the dust is flying, covering me as my Moline works through the field pulling the wheat binder or the one-way. The tracks Y-ing out like a giant chicken carefully stepping to line up her tracks toe-to-toe.

Coming around at the end of the field, I leave tracks in the stubble glidingIMG_0035 through an “e” turn and following the tracks laid down by all the farmers before me, even those with horse, mule or oxen. Those chicken track tires connect me and my Moline to the perseverance and sweat stretching from sun-up to sun-down of those who saw the future in this golden crop and dry land.

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amazing engines 13 October 2014

IMG_2052We were at a gathering of stationary engine enthusiasts on Saturday. These are some of the nicest folks you could ever meet, much like antique tractor enthusiasts! It was a beautiful fall day with a chilly start and the bluest skies. Surrounded by corn and soybeans, it wasn’t difficult to imagine these engines hard at work on the family farm. I leaned in close to each one, trying to hear the whisper of the story they had to tell.

I was especially interested in the engine that came from Czechoslovakia as that is my own heritage.IMG_2031 Had it see the same land that my ancestors had walked? I don’t know, but the owner was a fellow Czech and he told me I could probably find one around if I looked! Many of those who came to partake in this engine gathering, brought pieces and parts to trade as they tried to find what was needed to repair or rebuild the engines they love.IMG_2043 I wandered around and wondered where these engines had been and what work they’d been at all those many years ago. Many were still in their original condition, covered in moss or pocked from salty environments. Some though, have been painstakingly taken apart and sanded smooth, rebuilt, IMG_2048refurbished and repainted to that shiny glory they started in. This one was one of the most beautiful engines there.

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let it snow 9 October 2014

IMG_0185Yes I know, it’s only October, but I love snow. Watching it fall out the window, lots and lots of it piling up on every available surface. Our dog, Racer, in her big Alaskan Malamute coat, used to love to run through the big drifts and bury her nose in the snow, then her face would come up and she’d have a fluffy white pile on the end of her nose.sallys camra 005 Off she’d go again, racing under the deck, around the yard, up the stairs and back down. Sometimes she’d jump up on the rail and lick the coating off the Christmas lights. Silly dog!

Snow always makes everything feel so clean and white, covering up all sadness and loneliness, and bringing a fresh start. Something about snow falling draws out our compassion and love and there is a general 2005_1008Image0006sense, at least for me, of the gentleness of our spirits. Although it can seem bleak, with stick like trees holding what snow they can, there are also bushy evergreens that can bear the burden for those who are weaker in winter.

Snow holds the promise of sledding, riding behind the snowmobile on the big toboggan, catching flakes on your tongue, building snowmen, making snow angels, and the warmth and coziness of a crackling fire and gathering with people that I love. IMG_7432Of course, the hot cocoa with marshmallows is always appreciated.

Yes, winter can be cold, windy and blizzardy, but it offers a chance to reflect, especially in the darkness that comes in alex's camera 8 2010 012early evening and lingers into the lateness of dawn. I love the simplicity of winter: brown and white, heavy jackets and work gloves, chili with crackers and the soft glow of lamps to curl up and read by.

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