Perspective 15 June 2016

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A good friend sent me this devotion from: Kit Pharo, Pharo Cattle Co. Cheyenne Wells, CO. She often passes these along to me and this one spoke volumes to me, hitting me right in the center of my own prayers. To recognize that God is enough can be very difficult especially in the midst of any kind of struggle: financial, emotional, physical or spiritual. I hope it resonates for you as well:

“In May of 2006, we realized that our ranch was in dire need of moisture.   We were in BIG trouble.   We prayed for rain.   We asked others to pray for rain.   Members of our church prayed for rain.   Rain seemed like the ONLY thing that mattered.   That was my perspective.

It was during that time period that I started wondering about God’s perspective.   What IMG_0885was God’s perspective in all this?   It didn’t take much studying to discover that God’s perspective was much different from my perspective.   I realized that God sees things from an eternal perspective.   He knew that whether we got rain or did not get rain wasn’t going to matter 100 years from now.

I started wondering… if my prayers were not being answered because my perspective was all wrong – and because I was asking God to bless me with rain for the wrong reasons.   There is no doubt that my reasons were very selfish in nature.

When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures. James 4:3

Ironically, when I tried to see things from God’s perspective and quit selfishly praying for rain, we started to receive an abundance of rain.   Our ranch ended up being in better shape than it had been for the previous seven years.   I am reminded of what Jesus says in IMG_0887Matthew 6:32-33.

…your heavenly Father knows that you need these things.   But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all of these things will be given to you as well. Matthew 6:32-33 

God wants our faith in him to be so strong that we are able to blindly trust him in ALL circumstances – good and bad.   God promises that he will never leave us or forsake us (Hebrews 13:5).   I know, without a doubt, that if it had not rained at all, my family and I would have been okay.   After all, we would still have the Lord.   From an eternal perspective, that is all that we really need.

May God’s Will be Done on Earth as it is in Heaven”

 

 

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Fear of Mayonnaise 14 June 2016

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Note: due to my stomach-turning revulsion of the subject of this blog, all photos are designed to ease my retching reaction to writing down certain words.

I have an irrational fear of goobery slimy, grayish-white yuck, otherwise known as mayonnaise/miracle whip. I’m completely and utterly grossed out by them and go to great lengths to avoid any contact.

My husband is quite fond of a particular pasta salad, which of course has mayonnaise in it. When requested, of course I make it for him, but I have to hold my nose, sing loudly and otherwise distract myself when mixing the dressing or risk gagging. IMG_0889

I will not eat anything if I have even the slightest inkling that one ingredient might be that gluggy white stuff. I will be polite, saying ‘no thank you,’ but then, don’t push it. Polite will turn to rude in a big hurry. And really, why would ruin a perfectly good fruit salad by adding mayonnaise to it? What a terrible waste of poor innocent fruit!

IMG_0845You might wonder where this phobia comes from. I am fairly certain it was one of our many babysitter/housekeepers during the time when there were many of us siblings and no mother and a father who had to go to work. I refused to eat a sandwich she’d made because she’d spread mayonnaise/miracle whip (to me they are one and the same-gross and disgusting) on it. In order to teach me a lesson, she made a second sandwich, only this time the only thing in the middle was the slimy white blucky ooze. She forced me to eat it.

End of story.

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Apex 13 June 2016

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Our second hike of the season took us up the Apex Trail in Jefferson County Open Space. This trail takes off right past Heritage Square! Who knew that back in the gold rush days, local entrepreneurial communities built toll roads to profit from the gold-miner traffic.

Steep and rugged took turns with ‘enchanted IMG_0891forest’ and rushing water. Hot sun beat down on our backs on the steep and rugged and spots, of course, but entering the Enchanted Forest was a cool blessing. That, and the trail mix Elaine always packs for us!

IMG_0894The names of the various trails echo the lingo of those old west days: Pick n’Sledge, Grub Steak, Bonanza, Hardscrabble, and Sluice box! The very north end of the open space is protected butterfly habitat. We felt right at home sitting on a log to enjoy our vittles. IMG_0898

You can have any combination of hike that you want there as the trails are bisected by cut-off trails at regular intervals. The larkspur, indian paintbrush and yucca were all in bloom and at the high points of our hike, the front range vista lay before us, as well as a bird’s-eye view of Heritage Square.

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Super Powers 9 June 2016

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If I could have any super power today, I’d want the ability to fly. If I could fly, I’d be able to get home in the blink of an eye and spend much less time on the road. I could check cattle, even when they’re spread across the pasture. I’d be able to spot problems quicker with stock tanks, fences or calves.

I could decide, on the spur of the moment, to fly

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up to a mountaintop and watch the sunset, or to the ocean for the dawning of day. Meeting friends, who live on the front range or in Atlanta or Tennessee or DC or Paris, for coffee

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could be spontaneous. Just think, you could soar with eagles or fly south in a V of geese or be in the midst of one of those huge swarms of birds just making patterns in the sky.

You could wave at people in the window seats of airplanes, have lunch in Hawaii or Australia and never wait in line to see the top of the Eifel Tower or the Statue of Liberty. If you were good, you

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could fly with skis on to the best snow on the mountain, or fly along with a picnic lunch until you found a beautiful spot to enjoy it. Maybe you could even deliver pizza to the astronauts on the space station! Endless possibilities.

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Spaces 8 June 2016

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Our spaces are so important-those little things that make us feel at home and comfortable. Those spaces where we can just be who we are and those sacred places that give us a moment to find peace, to connect with our God, to remember who it is we want to be. I often have my students write about their spaces and once-in-a-while we move to what we’d want in our ultimate spaces.

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My ultimate bedroom would have a bay window filled with soft pillows as a comfortable place to sit and read or look outside and enjoy a cup of coffee. The windows would open to let in the cool breeze and be shaded from the hot sun. The floor would be cushy so my bare feet could sink into the plush carpeting and know bliss.

The bedroom walls would have built-in shelves full of favorite reads. The closet would be large enough for two people’s clothes and shoes and various other things. Into the ceiling, there’d be a large skylight so that when we’re lying in bed, we can see the stars and the moon, or the lightning and clouds.

I’d have a space for a chair and small table with a lamp so I could sit there and write or read when I can’t sleep.

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Who Are the People in Your Neighborhood? 7 June 2016

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I always loved Mr. Rogers! Both the fictional one, and my crazy science teacher! My neighborhood is mostly dry land farm ground and pasture. We don’t have a bunch of crazy kids roaming the ‘hood’ playing kick-the-can; we have cattle and horses, coyote, badger, skunk, rabbits and a plethora of red-winged black birds and ground squirrels. One antelope, who just cannot stay out of our trees, has been munching on my corn stalks, I think.

Our closest human neighbor is about three miles to the south and west. We have a IMG_0839combination of older farm houses, many with newer additions, and modular homes like ours. Many silver Quonsets dot the landscape, along with grain bins, outbuildings, barns and some old outhouses.

We wave to each other as we pass in our pick-ups, tractors, combines, and yes bikes and on foot. We watch out for each other, noticing if IMG_0782someone comes along who doesn’t live here. We share our garden produce and iced-tea, coffee and canning efforts. Where we see a need, we stop and lend a hand. If we need help, we know we can call and if we get a call for help, we stop what we’re doing and help.

It isn’t a culture where everyone knows what everyone else is doing or going or who they’re seeing, but one where there is caring and respect for neighbor. It is a good neighborhood.

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Summer Fun 6 June 2016

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Summer is full swing and we’re facing our first week with temperatures heading into the 90’s. I’m not much of a fan of heat; I’m much more into cooler temperatures like we’ve had most of May. However, on our first hike day last week, we did run into quite a bit of snow.

Dropping our horses off to their summer jobs in the IMG_0850mountains, lucky them, I met my hiking partner, Elaine. We’d ridden about twenty-six miles the previous couple days and were ready to begin our summer hiking adventures. Joining us that day to hike as far as we could on the Ouzel Falls trail, were Alex and Rikki. Blue skies and warm sun lead us up the trail to rushing water crashing over rocks.

IMG_0869A beautiful morning, we came upon fairy slipper orchids, Larkspur and a deer. Due to my creative parking of the horse trailer, we had to be back down to the entrance by 12:30, so we didn’t quite make the falls, but we IMG_0870still managed a sweet five miles. As tradition dictates, we forced ourselves to lunch at Meadow Mountain Cafe and had a round of chocolate malts all around. Wonderful.

Our plan this summer includes: Estes Cone, round two of The Manitou Incline, Thunder Lake and exploration in Golden Gate to culminate in a Mount Bierstadt/Mount Evans hike  in August. Although, I did just read this: “Mount IMG_0848Bierstadt (from Mount Evans) is only 200 lower and 1 1/2 miles from the Mount Evans summit. Connected by boulder-strewn ridges and the Sawtooth. It is possible to cross the Sawtooth without ropes; it is not advisable. Any route from Mount Evans to Mount Bierstadt other than across the Sawtooth involves a loss of altitude of about 2,500 feet and is also not very practical.” (MountEvans.com)

I’m not sure anyone has ever accused either Elaine or me of being practical in our hiking extravaganza.

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A Really Good Book 2 May 2016

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A really good book would be about a person who is written so real that I’d feel like I could share a morning with them-like I’d sit on the deck and talk or go on a long horse ride with them. The book would tell a story about something they came up against in their life that was terribly difficult and how they overcame it.

There’d be other characters too: some I’d love and some I’d hate and a few I would not know well enough for either. There might be travel to other places or planets, horses or dragons and some really good food I’d want to eat right off the pages.

Some of my favorite books include: The Lord of the Rings trilogy, The Little House on the IMG_1451Prairie series, Night Circus, The Black Stallion and the Girl, Narnia Chronicles, The Summer of my Great-Grandmother, Neverwhere, A Swiftly Tilting Planet, Ender’s Game, and so many more.

I’d totally go to breakfast with Frodo, Laura, Lucy, Meg or Ender! Blueberry pancakes at the Cracker Barrel all around! And coffee.

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Kind 1 June 2016

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I think  most people are basically kind. Most people will smile and greet you, lend a hand if you need it, even go out of their way to do a favor. Our nature is to tend toward community with others, so the fabric of our being is to treat others as we want to be treated.

Those who are cruel exist-and in a terrible lonely way, I imagine. Most likely they’re cruel because they were treated cruelly and thus that is what they learned and know. They have no community, know no kinship, and exist in a world made up of only themselves and their evil, tortured minds.

Out here, where people are few and far between, community is so important. We come IMG_0836together in times of need, and how the word gets around that there is need must be a God thing. We had a plumber out and when he pulled in, the first thing he said was, “Wow, I guess you don’t see too many people out here.” I laughed and assured him that we see plenty of people and even have indoor plumbing-hence the reason for calling him down.

Our horses are ready to make their journey to the mountains for the summer in order to show lots of travelers the beauty of a trail through Aspen groves and high meadows. I miss them in summer and so have some girlfriends here to ride these last couple of days. We rode over 18 miles yesterday, packing IMG_0844our lunch and all-important pull-n-peel Twizzlers. We’d hoped to pull-off a two-day pack trip in the mountains, but late snow necessitated a plains oriented trip instead.

Rather than watching for bear and deer, we rode into to stubble fields to let tractors and semis pass, the familiar smile and wave of community surrounding us. Lunching on the deck of some dear friends ‘up north’, we tied the horses in their corral and ate our PB & honey with Cheese Its sitting in comfort of padded deck chairs. I think we all decided that we’d never had a cushier ride day meal! And only one rattlesnake on the homeward road.

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Time of Day 31 May 2016

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My favorite time of day is early morning. I love to be a part of the birth of a new day when stars still fill the sky, but there’s a barely perceptible line of coming light along the eastern horizon. I often notice a falling star, and then, without any conscious effort on my part, the line of light begins to take shape-going from dark blue to a sort of grey-blue and purple to soft hues of pink to reddish and orange.

It’s amazing and it lifts my spirit, feeling holy and sacred and, well, new. There is DSC_0263possibility and promise and whole day stretched out just waiting for me to take one step in and ride the journey to night.

My favorite time of day is evening. The sun sets in all of its red-orange glory; the sky turns from bright blue to grey blue to blue-black. Stars begin to twinkle into existence and the world pauses to take a breath. I can step off and relax. IMG_0758Robert and I can talk of our day, share a meal, and make our steady way to rest, wrapped in each other’s arms, prayers from our hearts, whisper ‘I love you,’ and drop off into easy sleep filled with dreams. Even in sleep, we often find our arms around each other in love and belonging, content and secure.

It fills and sustains me, renewing my heart and soul for the day to come. There is fulfillment of promises made by hearts and the journey through the night always ends too soon.

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