aloft 14 March 2014

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Running today, I was greeted with the most amazing light show in the heavens. The ISS passed over and was visible for about ten minutes as it traveled past Mars and over Saturn, across the dippers and disappeared after scooting past Cassiopeia. An orange moon was setting in the west and with no hint of dawn around, the Milky Way stood out and Venus shone incredibly bright. I again thought about Isa, my main character in Windows in the Loft and how she could have been racing through my run on board Bounty. As I fed cattle today, I was also struck by the loft windows high in the barn and how windows can feed our dreams. I’ve spent a lot of time up in that loft wondering what might await me outside those windows. Dreams are what we are made of, at least a part of us and those dreams bring us hope for life lived well.

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poetry out loud 12 March 2014

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I took two students to a most wonderful event yesterday: the Colorado State Poetry Out Loud competition. We held a school competition back in January, and our winner and runner up came with me to Lakewood. Our runner up recited her poems to help the judges “calibrate” before all the state school winners competed. Hearing so much poetry in one place was like heaven and all the students clearly ‘felt’ the words and spoke them from the heart. Our state Poet Laureate hosted the evening rounds and shared so many poems stored in his head along with wonderful facts about many of the poets–wow! The power of words in poetry that bring so much beauty and grace to the human experience.
I love words!

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calves 11 March 2014

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Neighboring: that’s what we were out doing on Sunday. Such a beautiful day had us out on the tractors, driving around and enjoying the blue skies, warm sun, and little signs of spring. Stopping at a neighbors several miles away to chat, the new born calves were in the pens with their mamas getting a good start before being turned back on into the pasture. Another reminder of just how amazing life is as the little bugger had his first taste of mama’s milk and then curled up to bask in the sun.

I brought home some beautiful, bright flowers and having them in my work space brings joy. It really is the little blessings in life that make all the difference. That little calf and these flowers are bearing good fruit in my life.

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writing 7 March 2014

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Yes, it’s still working; I’m writing at least a page every day. My characters, Jess and Sam, are struggling to figure out what their relationship is. Jess, in particular, keeps letting the message she got from her father that she is not worthy, get in the way. Sam has not been able to figure out how to break down the strong wall she’s built to protect herself from hurt. She cannot see past her wall even when his love for her is as clear and bright as the rising sun. I really want her to find her way through this, but the wall is thick and well-constructed. I’m hopeful that the openness of land around them will teach her to let go and see that even in the midst of drought and storm, little clumps of grama grass find a way to survive and to thrive.

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fox 5 March 2014

So far, my micro-resolution is working for me. I’m writing at least a page a day. This is good, but it needs to be better. Start small as they say, and go from there. It isn’t that I don’t write a lot everyday, it’s just not for my novel. I write with my students everyday. So, now I’m trying to decide what to micro-res next in my life. I’m a very organized person and I already run five days a week. I definitely need to set some priorities in my life so I feel like I’m doing what I was created to do; I’m just not sure how to tackle that one. As I ran this morning, it was kind of foggy and I was deep in thought. I was all alone in the pre-dawn, or so I thought. When I turned back to home, I realized that a fox had taken the same path and shortly after I’d passed. It reminded me that we are never alone…God sent that little fox to remind me.

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small changes 3 March 2014

My goal was to have my new novel finished by the end of January and here it is March. I’ve made some small changes with the help of a book I’ve been reading on making micro-resolutions. I agree with the author who says we make these big broad resolutions each year and then wonder why we can’t keep them. If we make “micro” changes and tie them to behaviors or certain times-of-day then we can be more successful. We’ll see the results each time the “cue” comes around and we remember and do what we are trying to do. I did this when I first started running, using the smell of the coffee as my cue to get up and out the door. That worked and continues to work for me, even though now it is a habit and one where, when I don’t run, my day doesn’t feel right. With my writing, I’ve decided that my micro-res will be to write one page each day when I sit down to get my other online work done. When I wrote my first novel, it was always on weekends and mostly in summer; I have to change that habit so my writing is more in line with a Monday to Friday work week. My weekends tend to be focused on the farm and what we need to get done here. I’ll let you know how it goes.

OH, on my Facebook page, I’m running a caption contest until Friday March 7th at 10AM.  Get on my Facebook page to enter!

Shots from my run this morning!

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Beauty 27 February 2014

Sometimes I am simply blown away by the beauty of this planet. I wish I had an nth of God’s creative abilities. I read yesterday about a typical day in the life of a young adult writer I like who has been very successful. He begins his day with a walk, then he starts his day’s writing about 7AM where he writes five “dynamite” pages from an outline; he takes another walk, reads, does all of his correspondence, rereads the morning’s writing and tweaks it, adjusts his outline for the next day and then goes for another walk. He does this five days a week and generally finishes his 160 page (average) manuscript in seven weeks. Similarities to me: I run before dawn. 🙂 Sally Gerard needs to buckle down.

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wide open 18 February 2014

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I’m still thinking about homesteading and long winters in dug outs. Maybe on nice day, after your chores were done, you might take a moment to gaze across the prairies. Would you feel small? Or would you give thanks being surrounded by so much beauty? Maybe a bit of both. In this photo, you can see one of our nearer neighbor’s farmsteads, but in 1900, you wouldn’t have seen that, at least not all of those buildings. It’s no wonder, come spring, that there were gatherings for neighbors all around. They had dances in the barn here and I know if it were me, I wouldn’t miss it no matter what! Now you’re lucky if you wave at your neighbor when your pick-ups meet driving down the road. I like to think that we’ll always have coffee on and some cookies I can pull out if ever anyone stops by just to chat. I like that. 

 

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Snow & Wind 20 February 2014

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Snow and wind overnight drove snow into the hay stack and the north side of the barn and yet it was still such a beautiful morning. It is easier at the beginning of the day to see and give thanks for blessings. Why it gets so hard to remember this later in the day I cannot figure out. I can sometimes feel that nudge from God saying, “Hey Sally, remember that incredible sunrise I gave you this morning, and the way Jupiter was rising and the bright moon lit your path as you ran?” It makes me think of an old camp song we used to sing: “Life is too short to waste it on gloom, chances for love slip away so soon…”

 

 

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homestead 18 February 2014

I keep thinking about those who came west to homestead and how rugged it must have been. I’m sure they got dug-out fever during a long cold windy winter. This photo is of the original dug out on the property here; you can see the stove pipe still sticking up. We’ve recently remade the door and in a pinch, we’d be down there to wait out a tornado. Where once a lone man spent the winter in order to prove up on his land and eventually raise a crop and a family, we now store paint. Every time I walk out the west door though, I see that hump and think about what it’d be like living underground  and having little to no daylight for so many hours. I want that kind of fortitude!

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