The Owl 14 April 2016

National Poetry Month continues with this poem written by Alex Goerner, artist andalex's camera 8 2010 019 writer.

The Owl

Rain hit the dark cold pavement in rhythmic fashion,

the storm rolling in from the bay.

The sidewalk glistened,

anticipating the tiny pitter patter of feet to play

in the night, among rain and cool breeze.

He landed;

two massive wings attached to a head with two gleaming eyes,

the water coursing off its wings,IMG_7461

it lay in wait for the storm to pass.

Wind howled.

Trees rustled.

Thunder struck across the sky.

In a moment of bliss, the owl saw its chance to fly again.

With a rustle of feathers,

an anomaly of barometric pressure,

the owl escaped into the night.

 

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The Fog 13 April 2016

The rain showers with thunder and lightning last night reminded me of this poem I wroteIMG_0773 a few years ago:

The fog settles in to stay,

unpacking thick, gray, wet;

settling in the nooks and crannies of the mountains.

It comes into my very skin

like an over sodden blanket.

Regardless, we must tack up.

Horses are steaming,

sluggish as a pair of wellies slogging through cavernous mud.

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wide brimmed hats pulled low to fend off mist,

mold cold legs to sticky wet leather saddles.

Riding through the rough, log gate,

leaving behind a safe hearth

to explore a place unknown to most.

Is this really day?

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sucking reds, yellows, blues from the wildflowers;

seeping into bones,

our hands are tight sculpted ice.

Fire is life.

Warming us back to feeling,

sheltering each other, body to body.

It grows tired of us during the night,

leaving an unfamiliar brightness at dawn.IMG_0661

Our spirits rise with the sun.

Today there is a spring in the horses’ gaits.

Wildflowers are painted like a fresh canvas,

our dusters are rolled up and tied onto drying saddles.

The numbness of yesterday seems far away.

Tonight’s fire is pleasure, fellowship, murmuring voices.

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Spring 11 April 2016

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Fixing fence is spring around here. We started back in late February because it was so warm out. This weekend, the spring blooms began to peek from the fruit trees- the pear blossoms are so lovely. I’m praying that we don’t get hit like we did last spring with the torrential days long winds that took at the tiny little fruit buds and drove them into the ground!

Hoeing and tilling the tree rows began a few days ago, but I helped finish it up the last couple days, take a tally of trees that’d died over winter, and make decisions on what to replace them with. The rhubarb I transplanted from a neighbor is coming up and, in its third year, we should be able to harvest more. The garden is also on my mind: cucumbers, zucchini, and maybe tomato if I can get them to grow. I might also try watermelon again, but a different variety.

Spring also means that students are distracted, and in the “I want it to be summer already” mode. It is national poetry month, so I introduced a poetry project on Friday. On the IMG_0654board it said, “We interrupt this study of the Hero’s Journey to bring you National Poetry Month and a poetry project.” The conversation went something like this:

“What? Another poetry project! But, Mrs. G(1,000 extra credit for the ‘Mrs.’), we already did that!”

“It’s National Poetry Week…just wait until you see the options!”

“Big Whoop! Do we have to?”

It went on until I passed out the options that another teacher and I had agreed on. They liked these: write a poem on a sidewalk (get permission) and take a selfie proving you wrote it and give me a copy of the poem, get together with a  group and produce an “exquisite corpse” poem, put together an anthology with artwork of your favorite poems, memorize and recite a poem to the class, attend a poetry reading (I’m going to host one at IMG_3684the local coffee shop-I told them, ‘no, the coffee is not on me’), watch a movie centered around poetry and write a review, follow the rules and write a found poem you submit to the New York Times found poetry contest, and come up with your own idea and get it approved.

They didn’t know what a found poem was, so we used our writer’s notebooks to write one and they were wonderful! So, now they are again excited by poetry-at least most of them are.

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Dancing 8 April 2016

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Dancing is just so fun! We knew we were going to have dancing as an important element of our reception, and we had the best time. We danced with each other and we danced with so many others and it was a joy to see everyone having a good time. The little kids that were there had a ball and we had many join in the ‘Chicken’ dance.

We’d spent several evenings putting together the list of songs we wanted and ordering IMG_0825them so that all the polka’s weren’t together. A combination of polka, two-step and waltz kept us moving for about 8,500 steps (thank you Fitbit), and once our friends, who dance every Saturday night, sprinkled the dance floor with slidy stuff, it was heaven on the dance floor.

You can’t help but move when the beat of the music stirs you, even those sitting in their seat or standing off to the side leaning on a counter were tapping their toes or keeping rhythm with their hands on the table top or their knee. Couples who haven’t danced for many years stepped on to the dance floor and rediscovered the joy of dance and maybe even each IMG_0862other.

For me, being in the arms of my husband was like coming home. We sang the words to each other and moved together into our new life as husband and wife.

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Outhouse 6 April 2016

This poem is about one of my favorite outhouses!

Early morning, the old beige door creaks,shack-673976__180

as I twist the brass knob, slipping on heavy, felt-lined boots.

I crunch up the ice-covered snow path

to the little green privy, the paint is peeling.

The door whines as I swing it open,

my molting black and white malamute tilts her head skyward,

letting go a half-hearted howl when she hears me.

She doesn’t rise from her curled position under the bush.

Leaving the door open, I lift the handmade, sanguine lid,

slipping the notched wood handle on to hold it up.outhouse-510225__180

The seat is made of the same burgundy stained wood,

the hole centered just so.

Sliding down worn black-ribbed stretch pants,

I am nestled into the hill like a black bear in hibernation.

It is a necessary moment,

bringing undisturbed solitude.

Water vapor escapes and I breathe the chill air of an undeveloped day.

Wet, clumsy flakes of snow stream out of a gray sky,

flopping onto the branches in this small universe.snow-in-pine-tree-1265118__180

One big, wet snowflake is finding autonomy,

riding horizontally, searching for a different path.

The masses try to bring it down;

vertical is the true path, they tell it,

pushing, pulling, pressure.

Longing to be altered, it strains to hold the course.

Gravity is no friend,

branches loom, catching it by surprise.

It is over and has joined them,

becoming one in a pile of wet white

on a disappearing green bough.

Loathe to emerge; I am the only witness,

the dog now dreaming of chasing gophers,cabin-1081847__180

the cabin obscured by snow-laden branches.

In winter, no one is about.

It is safe to reach out, take in, and tackle thought.

(Pictures curtesy Pixaby)

 

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Different 5 April 2016

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Does it feel different? Do you feel different? I introduced myself to my students yesterday as if I was a new teacher. They wanted to know if I felt different now that I’m married. My first response was to say, no, we are still just us. But I do feel different, although I’m not sure I can explain it.

As I ran this morning, I was thinking that is my third day on the planet as this new person, Mrs. Sally Gates. I’m only three days old! Yes, we’ve loved each other for a long time and we’ve built this life together, but on Saturday, we committed our lives and love to each other, became one. It doesn’t necessarily change who and what we are, but it means we have promised to stay and work it through, we have made a decision, an intention, to love each other and forsake all others. That is a big deal and it means making choices each and every day to put another’s needs before my own and vice-versa.

So, yes, I am different from what I was three days ago, and I like that. I know the arms that surround me and the soft voice in my ear will always be there. I know that we are never alone, but now I KNOW that we are never alone.

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Two Lives Are Made One 4 April 2016

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The sweetest dance of all, for us, came on April 2, 2016 at a tiny church filled with grace and love in Keystone, Nebraska. Nervous energy had filled our morning and had us both wondering why we didn’t set the time for 7AM. Friends and family gathered in the warm sunshine under the blue sky, and the winds from the day before had calmed. The guitars were tuned, the singers practiced, our Scottish-Irish pastor walked us through the ceremony; we were ready.

Walking in together, the man I’ve come to know, love and cherish took my arm and we walked down that aisle built in 1908. Standing before the Padre, we vowed to love, honor, respect, cherish, encourage, DSC_0315inspire, and give each other our most tender care forever. We promised to shelter each other’s hearts and to hold each other as home. We prayed and we enclosed each other in the ring symbols, blessed by God. We sang each other the song in our heart and, hand-in-hand we entered our lives as husband and wife.

DSC_0364After congratulations, smiles and hugs, we left our guests to depart for the supper and dancing while we took a quiet moment to gather ourselves, lock the church door, return the key, and come back into the joy of celebration with so many loving friends and family. We danced and we talked and we received so much DSC_0345happiness-our two families joining as well. We visited late into the evening and then exhausted, talked late into the night together. Sleeping in those arms I know as home, our hearts, minds, and souls know how blessed we are, each to have the other.

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Committment 31 March 2016

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We’ve loved each other for a long time. Soon, as in Saturday, we’ll be wearing bands that symbolize our love and commitment to each other before God, friends and family. Yes, there’ve been all the last minute details to make sure we’ve taken care of. And I’m sure there will be those who aren’t able to show up for one reason or another. And we’ll both miss those we love and who we’ve lost that cannot be with us to witness and celebrate.

We are nervous and excited to stand up and declare our lives to be as one and to love each other in all ways and with all that we are. We’ve been listening to our song list for dancing and tweaking it as we wear out the carpet in our living room. You can’t have too many polkas together and still be able to breathe! IMG_1625

Our tiny little church has its own wonderful story, full of small community creativity and special dispensation from the Pope! It will just hold the few who will squeeze in for the ceremony which will be heavy in music and prayer and meaningful, heartfelt vows. A short ceremony, to be sure, in a church with no heat and no restrooms!

Finally, we’ll celebrate with a somewhat larger crowd with a burger bar, boots, and lots of Texas two-step, polka and waltz…and of course, the chicken dance. We want it to be a laid-back, country style day full of joy and laughter and celebration as two lives become one and blessed by God who called us into being, loved us, and brought us together.

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Evening 30 March 2016

 

 

Pricked ears in the pasture,IMG_0041

Indian and double-stuffed Oreo, wander among the grasses,

chomping off bits,

now whinnying to unseen friends.

A slight breeze causes the yellowing wheat to whisper to the grass.

 

Evening deepens,

painting the bellies of clouds in the west- orange and purple.Winter Spring 2008 063

The early morning clatter of bird song is hushed,

settling with the occasional scrape of branches in the thick, green lilac bushes.

The white on the horses stands contrast to the deepening blue hue,

changing rabbits from grey to brown,

their muscle-sculpted hind legs rounding to accommodate large feet.

A hushed hum from the yard light keeps the silent tractor company.

 

I belong here, like nowhere else,

listening to the breathing of God,

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lush,

whole.

 

Do the clouds enjoy the paintbrush of the sunset?

Do the horses sense the end of the depth of day?

Do the rabbits keep the wheat company in the whisper of night?

Are the birds tucking in their babies with a bedtime story?

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Lemon Meringue Pie 29 March 2016

Lemon Meringue Piepie

Distant-

Remembering the yellow of midday sun,

white caps formed on the surface,

edges toasted to golden brown?

Wanting,

watching the serrated blade cut through crisp meringue,

the soft center, to hard crust-

angle wider behind the center point- more, more, and yet more.

No one else gets it-

the elegance, and yes, poetry of this finely crafted delicacy.image1

They have little appreciation,

and less anticipation for the cacophony of firing taste buds to come.

The plate waits before her, delicate blue flowers weave around the sweet confection,

crumbs mark the trail of the spatula.

Steam rises off the black surface in the cup on the saucer.

She allows a shaky breath, slowly exhaling through parted lips,

as everyone is granted their chosen slice:

rhubarb, apple, pumpkin, and the lesser-pecan.

A cue given, forks lift,

smiles and laughter fade as her fork glides down through the layers:

crisp white meringue,lemon-meringue-pie-992763__180

bright lemon center,

light brown crust-

a trio, meant for each other, slips off the fork,

onto her tongue, firing synapses,

explosions of pleasure,

sweet and tart, grounded by the floury layer.

She forces the fork back onto the plate,

waves of lemony goodness washing through her.

A sip of the hot black coffee brings the table back into focus,coffee-156144_960_720

but like those souls traveling toward the bright light, she resists coming back,

preferring the ecstasy of the sweetly-tart pie.

Fork poised, staring down-

only crumbs meet her gaze.

Bereft, the plate.

Empty, the cup.

Lungs heavy, sluggish from this lemon feast,

it was finished.

A cruel twist of fate.

What happened to the slow, drawn-out enjoyment?

The first bite is what happened.

She knew the next time might never come.

Oh, but she’d talk about it, try to relive it,

yet soon it would fade, and become,

Just one more fond memory…

“Is there anymore coffee?”

(Graphics from Pixaby except the plate which was me.)
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