Coffee 26 May 2016

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Something that makes me happy is coffee. I love the bitter nutty smell of coffee brewing. I love the hot liquid sliding into my empty belly after a long run, first thing in the morning. I love tiniest hint of sweetness from the few grains of sugar I stir in. I love the warmth of the mug in my hands and the steadfastness of steam from a freshly poured cup.

I love the sound of coffee perking-all those pops and IMG_0825gurgles and grunts from the overworked percolator. I love the smell of the Cowboy Coffee grounds as I measure them onto the crinkly white filter lining the bottom of the basket. Coffee fumes bring a sense of peace and goodness and all is IMG_0827right with the world. Sometimes I add a pinch of cinnamon for a spicy treat. Coffee and writing go well together.

I love to drink coffee in the morning, at noon, and at night. I love to drink coffee when I’m alone or with somebody. I love coffee with toast or chocolate cake, with cherry pie or bacon, with brownies or Cheerios. Yum.

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Back-in-Time 25 May 2016

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I stepped from the age of technology to yesteryear in the space of a couple of days last week. I spent a morning on Skype with a couple of classes of 6th graders in my writer/author skin, answering questions about writing and book covers and what my favorite childhood books were and how long it takes to write a book and a  million other questions. It was fun and, their teacher emailed me later in the day to tell me that I’d inspired the

That's my '49 ZA at the end of the line!

That’s my ’49 ZA at the end of the line!

students and they wrote in their notebooks for twenty minutes!

Then, we got our antique tractors and one-way disc plows ready to spend a few days farming all the summer fallow. We only get to do this once-a-year, in the spring, to turn the stubble and kill the weed and cheat grass in preparation for the disc and/or chisel IMG_0794readying the ground for wheat drilling in the fall. No tractor cabs, air-conditioning, or computerized systems, just you, the tractor, and the elements. It is heaven. It’s dusty and hot and thirsty, and it is the best way to spend the day.

 

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Finals 18 May 2016

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My students are presenting part of their personal hero quest as the oral part of their final. They had to write a letter to a mentor and explain what we’re doing in class with the monomyth and tell their mentor what they’ve learned from them and from this process.

I was surprised at how many students wrote that letter to one or both of their parents. The words were heartfelt and real and I hope that they will heed my notes to share the letter with the mentor they wrote it to. Those parents, grandparents, siblings and friends would be moved to tears by what I heard this week.

Many of the quests shared such personal moments of tragedy in these young lives and howIMG_0600 this mentor encouraged and helped them through it. From the mom who stepped in to coach so an FFA judging team could judge their way to nationals, to the number of single moms who’ve made life as best they could for their children, to sisters growing up close and the pain of separation as the older one headed off to college and marriage, to my young joy-filled girl who wrote about an abusive father and the step-father who now loves her as his own, to the dads and coaches who pushed these kids to their best, and right down to one of my hardest to reach students who wrote of her unbelievable journey to believe in herself. Wow.

They could all do with a horse in their lives.

 

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Summer Plans 17 May 2016

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My head is full of summer plans, this being finals week and all. Of course, last night’s snow has me wondering when that might be. I have high aspirations for finishing my third novel! I made myself a list, of course, that includes:

getting my garden in, planting our new fruit trees, and replacing some choke cherries that died

finishing my office space with shelves for books and a high shelf for some of our coffee can collection

mini pack trip with Elaine and hiking every week to reach our end of summer mountain sallys camra 387 (1)climbing goal

IMG_3666re-organizing my online classrooms so I can be more efficient

traveling to our favorite antique farm shows, tractor drives, and finding a new adventure in antique farm/engine shows

I have many smaller goals as well, but haven’t put words to all of those yet. Summer brings IMG_3910a whirlwind of farming, cattle work and mowing, and always seems to slide past without my realizing.

 

 

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Weather 16 May 2016

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In the last couple of weeks, we’ve gone from eight inches of snow, to low eighties and back to highs in the forties with twenty mile-an-hour winds. Through it all, we continue to get the work of spring done: building and fixing fence, feeding cattle when the weather necessitates, checking cattle, and this weekend we finally were able to do a little one-way plowing to get the IMG_0766summer fallow started for fall planting.

It was cold this weekend with the wind and humidity. This morning we are shrouded in fog and waiting for the rain to come and soak into the newly worked field. The heifer we had to doctor early yesterday morning is back with her herd and maybe IMG_0775this afternoon she won’t be so mad when we check that pasture. Do heifers hold grudges? I did calmly explain to her that it was for her own good IMG_0771and would soon find her feeling her old self. She was not impressed.

My brick and mortar school head into finals this week and my online school is cranking up for summer credit recovery. My head is full of plans for summer and all the things I want to finish or start or simply experience. Hike planning is in full-swing, and one short pack trip before the horses head off to their summer jobs.

 

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Snow Tree 12 May 2016

IMG_0760I have this beautiful tree that my cousin Kathy made and I keep in on my desk from about October until, well today. I call it my ‘snow tree’ because when it’s out, I’m always hoping for snow. We had about nine inches two weekends ago and it was beautiful. At first, my students were all about it. But, that first snow we had in April had them threatening to destroy my tree! Today, it goes back into its protective bag until next October.

I also had one last student turn in her life map today. She IMG_0759has struggled this year to pass English, not because she can’t do the work, but because she battles depression every day. Her map is stunning because of her honesty and her metaphorical drawing of how that depression attacks.

I snap chatted this morning’s sunrise to her in hopes of encouraging her into this day. I know you remember the young lady I wrote about a while back who embodies so much IMG_0757love and joy that it wanders from her space to those all around her. She came into class singing today and some of the students were wondering if it was me singing. I responded, “No, that is not me. That singing you hear comes right from God, you see, when God was thinking this world needed more joy, He decided that He’d better create someone so full of joy that anyone who came into contact with this person would know exactly what joy is and their lives would never be the same. And so, he made Anna.”

Her eyes, already sparkling, looked over to me and she said, “Really Mrs. G?” And I said, “Yes, really.” She was silent for a moment and then she sat down and continued her song. And no one in the room said a word.

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Conversations 11 May 2016

IMG_0752Yesterday I hit a nerve with the writing question of the day for silent writing time. “Who are people you don’t get?”

By the time we’d finished sharing, I had three students in tears and several clapping at what one student wrote. What it came down to was: students really calling each other out for not being authentic, for preaching from  pulpit so high that no one else could reach it, for stabbing each other in the back, for lack of integrity, and for downright being mean.

I, myself, had been frustrated by a couple of students who are always sharing what they write about how people shouldn’t judge and shouldn’t be rude and shouldn’t be drama queen gossips, and then they go right ahead and do all those things themselves. I shared my own writing as well.

“I don’t get people who sabotage themselves. They work so hard not to do what needs to be done, instead of simply settling down and getting it done. I don’t get rude people. They preach to others about how we should treat each other and then do whatever they want whenever they want and when I try to confront the behavior and redirect them, they get allIMG_0746 up in my face with attitude. I don’t get it.”

We had some great discussion but didn’t really solve anything. Getting back to work on the drafts of our personal hero quests, status quo soon asserted itself: some were bent over paper or computer getting their journey down, some were pretending I couldn’t see them texting away on their phones, some decided it didn’t count if they ate the stuff hidden in their backpacks, and I wandered around the room to discuss various pieces of their lives and how to best record them in words.

Another day in the life of a teacher.

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Personal and Real 10 May 2016

Try and read her notes on the journey.

Try and read her notes on the journey.

This time of year, we’ve studied the Monomyth, read The Odyssey, written our own hero myths with dragons and magic rings and terrible enemies. Now, we’ve taken a look at our own lives and how we live that Hero’s Journey.

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This is the young lady full of love and joy and it did rub off on the young man I seated next to her.

At first, they say, “Mrs. G, we haven’t lived long enough to have a hero’s journey.” I share my little hero’s journey and they start thinking and brainstorming and then they blow me away with their stories.

To begin, we all did some pre-writing using the stages of the monomyth and then transformed it into a ‘life map’ which gave us a basis for our rough draft. We are writing those drafts right now, but I couldn’t help but share some of the amazing life maps. Wow.

A very poised and goal oriented young man.

A very poised and goal oriented young man.

These students have been through so much in their short lives and their stories keep me on the edge of my seat.

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Roany 9 May 2016

Indian, who is my current 'Rowan.'

Indian, who is my current ‘Rowan.’

His name is Roany, but the word usually leaves my mouth as Rowan. Short and stocky, his coat consists of mostly reddish-brown hairs and a few white ones mixed in, that give him the appearance of being rather orange. His coat is smooth and soft, except when he has had a jolly roll in the mud and it becomes chunky, just like a jar of super chunky Jif peanut butter, and just as fun to clean off. His head is compact and chiseled to symmetrical perfection; beginning with his alert, pricked forward ears, down past his deep brown eyes where his face broadens, only to be drawn together at his wide nostrils, with whiskers sticking out like a Japanese beetle’s long antennae. My favorite spot to rub is his muzzle, just between and below his nose; it is the touch of fine cashmere on my fingertips.

I bury my nose in his long mane, and inhale fresh hay and of course the pungent and ever-present recycled hay, also known as manure. I breathe deeply and know the high mountain winds, crisp and clean, and when I ride, that wind washes over me, coming into every pore, sometimes grabbing the hat off my head. The brush flicks over his coat, swooshing all of his smell into mine, bringing the dry taste of dirt into my mouth. It grinds around in 100_3706my teeth. The brush works back from his head; his short, thick neck, to his powerful shoulder, muscles defined like a weight lifter, and on down strong, fine boned legs, to his hard, shiny horseshoe shaped hooves.

As I brush his flat back and round barrel, he looks around, makes a soft-wuffling sound, hot moist breath moving the hair on my arms. The vibration moves through my hands. His hip is slightly higher than his shoulder, blending into powerful hindquarters, a long wispy tail, and legs muscled and fine. There is a flick of that long tail swiping across me, his muscles ripple and roll, and the ground shakes a bit as he stamps his feet.

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Beauty 3 May 2016

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The weekend snow storm was so full of beauty. Yes, it meant we couldn’t get the fence work done we’d planned on, but we got such a gift of moisture and the big fat flakes falling straight  down with no wind was a rare treat. It began where I teach in the afternoon, but had been snowing at home when I’d left that morning.

We hauled hay to cattle on about a fifty mile roundIMG_0731 trip, slow on very sloppy roads, stopping to have coffee with our good friends and neighbors and making our way back home in the afternoon. Sunday morning, we woke to more snow and hauled hay for a second round to some of our heifers.

By Sunday afternoon, most of the snow was melting into the grasses and wheat crop and the yard was a

What a happy altered book!

What a happy altered book!

muddy-pond kind of mess. Yesterday, some of my students wrote about how their weekend plans were ruined by the weather…they threatened to burn my innocent snow tree that sits on the table by my desk, quietly and gracefully wishing for snow. Sometimes, some of my students have no spirit of adventure!

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